I had gotten out of my musical addiction but then everyone decided its going to be a Broadway Bday for me and who would say no to that?! So I'm full force musical addiction right now and it won't be dissipating for quite some time.... and I'm really sad... My sisters took me to see Bare and now its gone... Why is it gone????? Bring it back!!  If you saw it I'm sure I don't have to tell you how lucky you are and if you didn't there is an emptiness in your life that can never be filled lest it comes back to the stage.  
I do not know how I did not realize how much I care about theatre... I know I love Broadway of course I'd take any opportunity to see a show, but I guess it never sunk in how much these experiences mean to me.  I wish I had half the courage and charisma as theatre actors have to get up on the stage night after night and perform the same role over and over with all the same emotion and intensity as if they were the character going through the situations for the first time.  And I really wish I could dance.  I was not blessed.  Nor was I blessed with a beautiful voice like my sister (comes from my father) but my singing doesn't make you want to rip your ears off so that's a win... well unless you happen to hear me sing to my sister - but that's on purpose.


Theatre - its that good.


....I wish all my birthday shows weren't early...this is about tobe the worst birthday ever... including the birthday I got a shot....